Ok Snowbird, I've released the spell from Vtshome and retired the pinned voodoo doll for later use. JamesJam on the other hand is still perched over the pot of boiling water while intravenously feeding him a mixture of raspberry/peach "brandy" awaiting your forgiveness. Maybe just a tad bit of exaggeration in my words. 
I envy your grass roots beginning and recently became a TRUE fan of GPN. My roots take me back as child laying on one particular beach watching the periscopes pass me by never ever imagining one day I would awaken in the middle of the night having the sounds and lyrics of Apologies passing through my head. It's amazingly powerful stuff!