I can relate so much to you when I read your comment. Im a black female who could also connect to Marilyn Monroe because of what she went through in her personal life. I too was molested as a child, people are always telling me that Im beautiful. I had people in my life who I trusted that ended up hurting me. I dont have any children either. And what you said is so true, you can be so good-looking on the outside but feel so messed-up on the inside. When I watched a document on Marilyn Monroe, I felt her pain also when I found out what she had been through in her personal life. I now admire her even more.