Hi, just want to say thanks for the time you have taken to reply to me. Knowing that I am not th eonly one to feel or to have felt like this does help. I miss my family in SA alot, but I have so much to be happy for here in BG. Its like you said, all will be fine, and then all of a sudden you feel low.  I find myself feeling sad for my daughter, alothugh she is only 2, she has no friends, as the other Bulgarian children her age are not happy to accept a new face, and they often land up running away from her or swearing at her, and as a mom that is truely heartbreaking to see your child go through. It seems t times we are each others only friends. I have managed to find a play group for her, so i hope that it will be a help. She as well as I, have to start learning Bulgarian more seriously. 
Anyways, thanks once again. 
Regards

Janine