Hey, I am Bulgarian and half the time I don't even understand what the doctors are asking me back home even though I speak the language. Reading what they write is near to impossible. 

Take it from somebody who's been an expat since he's been 7 years old and grew up in expat circles: You are doing great and it is a delight to read your blog/diary. 
Plus, exactly the part where you get upset about seemingly (for some people) trifle things and show emotions makes you a real, all-in expat. Otherwise you just wouldn't care and would be treating your stay abroad like a really long business trip.