I am so sorry you have to go through all of this.  Believe me when I say I know what you are going through!  I just had a hysterectomy last week and thankfully it turned out to not be cancer, but I am only 31!  Also thankfully I was pretty sure I was done having kids, but to lose the choice really stinks!  Good luck (which I know means nothing, but I can't really think of anything to say that would actually be helpful)
