<p>Guess who was going to &quot;write more&quot; in &#39;09?</p><p>I don&#39;t know what it is about this year, but I&#39;ve had a hell of time trying to even come up with one concrete thing I want to accomplish. I keep writing things down and then erasing them - I guess 2009 is destined to be a wash.</p><p>(I don&#39;t really believe that.) </p><p>I do know that I don&#39;t want this year to just fly by with nothing to show for it. And I also know that I am a certified resolution-maker. I make resolutions, I keep most of them. It&#39;s what I do. So why can&#39;t I decide what I want from this year?</p><p>At first I was going to try creating one good habit a month. January&#39;s &quot;habit&quot; was going to be &quot;waking up early&quot; but its corollary habit, which is &quot;going to bed early,&quot; is keeping me from fully committing. Waking up early is as easy as setting an alarm clock - it&#39;s the going to bed early part that&#39;s hard.</p><p>I also want to write 100 pages of a manuscript I&#39;ve had rattling around my brain for a couple of years now. Don&#39;t worry, it has nothing to do with blogging or motherhood. It&#39;s nonfiction, aaand that&#39;s all I can say for now. Why 100 pages? Because I want to have something that I can show someone to see if it&#39;s something anyone would be interested in buying, of course. </p><p>Vague enough for you?</p><p>There is no conclusion to this post. There&#39;s no point to it. I just don&#39;t know what I want to do this year. Blargh.</p>
