Hi, Lucy!  Thanks so much for stopping by and responding.

I think some people in my life believe that if I keep busy, I will be able to pass through all of this nonsense more easily.  I know it's not wise to dwell on things too much, but I guess I'm not sure when enough is enough sometimes.  That's why the forward-thinking does me some good.  I stopped feeling sorry for myself, but I still have those pangs of regret that I exposed my kids to hurt I can never take back.