Wow I hope things are better a year later.  I just started following your blog so I dont know your whole story yet but I pray that you and the kids are happy.  I understand this in a different way.  I sill get bad boughts with my health and I get angry.  I then remind myself of what life was like a year ago or the year before that and it was beyond bad.  I think as long as we keep moving forward and stay positive the years ahead will get a little better each year.  

Hugs,

Lucy