morning all... been so busy .. and really haven&#39;t had much time.. finally i have a minute to relax this weekend...<br /><br />someones i wish icould retire but then i know i would just go crazy if i didn&#39;t have something to complain about LOL LOL ....plus i do like the money ... it does pay for my trips....<br /><br />ya know i do feel lucky that i am able to enjoy my life and go on my cruises once a year... people at work told me they live thur my travels... i told them why don&#39;t you just go .. i asked them what are you afraid you may enjoy yourself and travel... i just don&#39;t want to sit around and watch the world go bye... i want to say i atleast saw some or most of the things i always wanted to see...life is way t short  to not reap some of the bennies of working <br /><br />Jenn sorry to hear about the panic attacks... i had those really bad when my mom died and was going thur the my divorce.. it was all the stress and it was my bodies way of saying slow down... take some time for you... i had it so bad i stopped driving.. and almost wouldn&#39;t leave my house except to work...it took almost two years to work thur it...with the help of a my great doc and his undertsnading i was not going crazy...but i know how bad they can get...i pray you can work thur them.. i know it sounds crazy..but what Joey said to breathe thur them.. find a quiet place .. meditation did help me to clear my mind of things there are some great tapes out there ....<br /><br />Jackie glad your making it thur.. but you do have a cruise to look forward too...i sure hope we can figure out a good cruise for all us to see each other again... we did have a good group...<br /><br />Gail sorry to hear about the roof... but glad you two didn&#39;t get hurt ....hehhe Joey gezzzz heels together and rememeber no place like home LOL <br /><br />Marylou  ya for JIM glad he enjoyed his crab.. i do love king crab ...i always have some in the freezer..and his birthday... but i do have to say i will be rotting for NE....manning and the chargers, ya know he really didn&#39;t want to play with us ... but i have no sour grapes do i LOL LOL LOL <br /><br />Rose i hope when ya see mommy shes doing ok....<br /><br />Cheryl.. i always enjopy you alventures with munchkin... they are full of it aren&#39;t they... sorry your still getting that white stuff that must have been our last rain storm. are ya finished painting now??<br /><br />your sll talking about being around our other half.. i love Gary and all.. but i will tell ya this if i ever have to spend every waking hour with him following me ... it would not be pretty... someone would get hurt LOL LOL gezzzzzzz we can&#39;t even survive being in the kitchen at the same time....<br /><br />well to all i may have missed sorry.. but i hope all is well steve glad your owie came out well...sue shari <br /><br />i have gone on long enough... just a one thing to do today to buy a baby gift...<br /><br />Tonia