Carmen - thank you for that beautiful poem.... you sure are a talented lady.  Glad you enjoyed dinner with the Two Musketeers&#33;&#33;<br /><br />Cheryl - Gotcha&#33;  We were aware that she could go in at any moment and as we are 2-3 days towing away from them that it would be futile to go through for the birth.  Before we left Tampa we discussed this with them and they said not to come rushing back.  Now with the baby being in NICU we wouldn&#39;t be able to see him yet anyhow. Tania has been in and out of hospital a few times in the past few weeks but yesterday was the worst she had ever bled and the Dr. said &quot;that&#39;s it&quot; because of her placenta previa there was always a possibility of bleeding to death... yeah I know - but thank heavens they were able to take care of her.  Nathaniel is actually 6 weeks premie - Tania was only 32 weeks.  Can you imagine what a big boy he would have been at term if he is already 5 pounds&#33;&#33;  5 lbs isn&#39;t so small.... Luc was 7 ozs less than that at full term, BUT at 32 weeks his lungs/breathing hasn&#39;t fully developed yet.<br /><br />Tania got to hold Nathaniel for the first time this morning.  She is up and about and went to NICU to hold him.  At the birth they took the baby immediately to NICU, so she didn&#39;t have that bonding time with the baby on her chest.  She is soooo happy now, just sore still of course.