Thanks again for all the prayers for J.R, which by the way stands for James Richard - named after his 2 grandpa&#39;s.  Jenn, point well taken about the bad boy preacher image...my father was a preacher and all my girlfriends went on and on about how handsome he was.  I will say that he was because everyone says I look just like him <img src='http://www.cruisecrazies.com/community/images/forum/tr-emoticons/biggrin.gif' class='bbc_emoticon' alt=':biggrin:' /> , but he was a horrible man - a real &quot;bad boy&quot;.  I&#39;ve told the story here before so not going into great detail, will just say that besides being a pastor, he was also a drug addict who thought women should be beaten on a daily basis and out of the 7 of us in our family, my mom and I were the only females, so we bore the brunt of it - so guess being a clergy doesn&#39;t neccessarily make you one of the good guys.  I have a very hard time trusting people because of my upbringing, but I will say this, there are some people here who I have never met in person. but trust expliciably.  True friends are born in your heart and so many of you have a special place there.  Where else can you find support, prayer, encouragement, advice or just a good laugh?   Someday, I hope to go on one of those Crazy cruises and be privileged to sail with some of you - Jackie, I have a feeling our meeting will come via those &quot;condos on wheels&quot; as you call them.