Dinner is done and everything is cleaned up. so just relaxing right now.  <br /><br />Shaunna, I don&#39;t really think I have that much energy - I am just anal, as my kids say.  If I am not doing something, I am thinking about all the things I should be doing, or the things I wished I had done differently so then I have to go start something or redo something&#33;&#33;&#33;  I have a compulsion to have everything perfect and it weighs on me if it isn&#39;t.   I push myself to be the perfect wife even though hubby says I would be even if I only did half of what I do for him.  That is why being on a cruise is perfect, I am not going to clean or redecorate the cabin and don&#39;t have to worry about the table being perfectly set or the ship being spotless&#33;&#33;&#33;  About 10 yrs. ago, my dr. sent me to a therapist because he was concerned about me not eating and exercising to excess.  The therapist believed it all stems from<br />the fact that my father told me from the time I can remember, age 4 or 5 or so, that no matter what I did, I would always be worthless and not amount to a &quot;tinker&#39;s damn&quot;, so I strive to prove him wrong even though he has been dead for over 30 yrs.  Not sure I buy into all that psycho-stuff....I am an adult and made my own choices in life and I really wonder how someone who has been gone for so long can have an impact on me now.  I just think I have been &quot;anal rententive&quot; for so long, that I don&#39;t know any other way.<br /><br />Hey Kevin, Kathy Sabine says to be careful Wed. morning.  It is supposed to rain all day tomorrow (it is raining here now, how about down south?) and is forecast to get down to 27 tomorrow night so she said that the roads will be icy Wed. morning.  She cautioned about black ice - I hate that&#33;&#33;&#33;