Jenn, I am so sorry about your daughter.  I had a baby that was stillborn about 22 yrs. ago which was hard enough, but I cannot even imagine losing one that had been a part of your life for some time.  If you ever feel like talking about it, I would love to hear about her.  The foothills got several inches of snow this weekend - Spring seems to be playing hide and seek with us here in the Rocky Mountains.  I just keep reminding myself that a month from now, I will be ready for the heat to go away....