Forgot to write my message&#33;&#33;&#33;  My mind is definitely going and it is a trip I do NOT want to take.  The DA emailed and said I won&#39;t testify till next week or the week after ( hope it&#39;s next week or I&#39;ll miss my annual CA Sexual Assault Investigator&#39;s conference at Shell Beach&#33;  It&#39;s at a beautiful hotel on the central CA coast, near San Luis Obispo and my Cal Poly son was looking forward to joining us all for free dinners out&#33;<br /><br />I feel good now...booked the Brilliance crossing MIA to Southampton for my friend, Sherry and myself.  Will get to spend twelve days with my Indian bar manager friend, Rohan - unless Royal Caribbean changes their mind at the last minute and sends him elsewhere.  Would love it if Captain Hakan were on board but I think he said he would not be when I saw him in Dec.  <br /><br />Saw my cardiologist...heart seems to be doing better than the rest of me.  He thinks I may have lupus, rheumatoid arthritis ( my mother has both ) or fibromyalgia.  In 2005 my C-reactive protein was about 365 - he thought that was due to kidney stones at the time but now he thinks it could have been due to systemic inflammation.....ah, medical detective work&#33;<br /><br />