Shari <br />
Deepest Sympathies to you and your family...<br />
I know what you are going through and it does get easier, I promise it will... It does take time though. GO ahead pick up the phone and call her, I did it many times after my mom passed away.... I was just hoping that one time she would pick up...The holidays to come will be difficult at first, sharing the memories and good times will help to ease the pain of loosing her.