Tonia...I&#039;m so sorry.. I have no insight to that but I do hope the doctor appointment will shed some light.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.<br /><br />My goodness people... I don&#039;t check in and you guys are all telling ghost stories.  Rose, that&#039;s awesome.  Ed your pictures today were hilarious.  Cheryl..that was a great movie.  <br /><br />When my son got hit by a car skateboarding (not hurt seriously at all), I knew it when it happened.  That was weird but I always had a connection and a premonition of the end, not how, just this gloomy and sad feeling when I&#039;d look at certain photos over the years.......I didn&#039;t know what it was at the time.  Never felt anything like that with my daughter or with anyone else for that matter.  There was one incredibly sad Thanksgiving after my Dad died... it was awful and inside this incredible sadness that had me crying for no reason all through making and serving dinner.  I kept going over and over to my son&#039;s picture and it was like looking at me all weird.  Should have been a sign..I think in a way my Dad was trying to tell me something.  It happened a couple of more times.  <br /><br />I wish someone would come visit me...gosh darn it.  Like I said, Steve gets to see stuff..mostly mists or most recently a black shadow in our living room.  He sees those at the prison too.  I bet he brought one home but it leaves me alone.  I have no clue what he&#039;s seen just that he swears to it..any more than Ed you probably swear to what you have seen.  I&#039;m hoping my little hobby will allow me to eventually see.  It&#039;s not that I must see to belief because I have faith but it sure would be nice.  I just want to better understand why &quot;things&quot; are sometimes still here on earth instead of where they are supposed to be.  <br /><br />Cheryl that was absolutely a wonderful dream.  I&#039;m sure God was showing you exactly to put your mind at ease.  How beautiful&#33;