HI everyone,<br />I am having a major meltdown right now.  First the computer wasn&#39;t working and then I am trying to take care of all the business stuff and nothing is going right.  I am sitting here and the tears won&#39;t stop.  Our dinner plans are no more because I just can&#39;t go out feeling this way.  Hubby just doesn&#39;t understand how I am feeling.  DD is suppose to being helping me with the papework and she hasn&#39;t.  So now things have gotten behind and I am a mess trying to get everything done.  Then on top of all this come Tuesday is the anniversary of my MIL passing.  It will be one year since she passed on.  I was really close to her.  I really miss her.<br />Thank you for letting talk.  I just needed  to talk about all this.<br />It sounds like you all are doing okay.  I am going to go for now and I will try to check back in later.<br />Thanks for listening. <img src="http://www.cruisecrazies.com/community/images/forum/tr-emoticons/wub.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":wub:" border="0" alt="wub.gif" />