<b>My Apologizes for all my friends for not letting you know why i have been away and it&#39;s personal for me to say this to you, Me and Annie are going through hard times in our Marriage right now and Im heartbroken and i just couldnt dump my problems on you, I know were family but some things need to be worked out by me, Ive devoted my life to her and all my heart but she just came out of the Blue and said she didnt Love me anymore or had any feelings for me anymore, I love her so much and she doesnt want to go to go to counseling and says it&#39;s my Problem, Ive asked her what Ive done to her but she doesnt answer, we have been married 34 years and I dont want to lose her Im too old to start over but I guess if she still feels this way Ill Have to consider what to do, I dont have the finances to find another place to live or sustain myself, Im really hurting right now and I just dont know if Ill be back here anymore, Ive lost all my enthusiasm and excitement about things, my kids side with her so I cant talk to them, But I have God and thats all thats keeping me going on with My Life. Sorry for dunping my personal problems but I didnt know where else to go&#33;&#33; God Bless and Pray For Us and Our Marriage&#33;&#33; <img src="http://www.cruisecrazies.com/community/images/forum/tr-emoticons/wub.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":wub:" border="0" alt="wub.gif" />  <img src="http://www.cruisecrazies.com/community/images/forum/tr-emoticons/sad.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":sad2:" border="0" alt="sad.gif" />  <img src="http://www.cruisecrazies.com/community/images/forum/tr-emoticons/sad.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":sad2:" border="0" alt="sad.gif" /> </b>