Last night Max and I ventured out to Pleasanton for a
Shawn Colvin show. I've seen her perform many times, some with a band, some with nothing but a guitar. The solo shows with just a guitar are by far my favorites. She is such an amazing guitar player and singer -- it gives me goosebumps. As always, she told some fantastic stories and played beautifully. She opened with Paul Westerberg's 'Even here we are'. It took just the first few words out of her mouth for my eyes to fill up with tears.
While Max went to get the car after the show, I stood and waited near what I assume was her limo. Secretly I was hoping she'd walk out, so that I could see her and wave to her. It was cold, and I could see my breath in front of my face. I started to have this conversation with her in my head.
If I were ever to have the opportunity to tell her, I would say how much I love her and her voice. And even though we don't know eachother she has been a part of my life for almost half of it. With just a few weeks until my 30th birthday, I have to remember the first time I ever heard her, I was watching VH1 during my freshman year of high school. I went out immediately and bought the tape. (TAPE!) We have all her albums, and listen to them a lot! So much of my artwork has been made listening to her records. Indirectly she has been woven into many of the paintings you see.
I would tell her that the songs she has sung have helped me through some dark times, and others have held me up high. She really helped me to understand just how powerful music can be. Sitting alone in high school, drawing in my room, I remember thinking she was a 'real' artist. That she was doing the same as I was -- what HAD to be done. Making something for the world that HAD to be shared. And I've always carried that with me. She is without doubt, my favorite performer and musician. And I will ALWAYS be a devoted fan.